Slipping...

My desire to fight is fading. I've shut down and shut everyone out. Not that there's many people left to shut out. Not that anyone seems to have noticed or cared, besides my husband that is. I just don't know what to do or where to turn and I'm exhausted. I'm sick of trying, I'm sick of making progress then getting slammed backwards. It's easier to shut down and not care. It's easy to slip into the depression and let it take over. It's easier to be asleep than awake. Giving up seems to be the only easy thing I have left.