*Hey Meghan, why a blog?
So glad you asked! I’m not a “talker”, I’m
a “bottle-it-upper”. The idea of talking to a support group makes me cringe.
However…I can write. I like to write and I consider myself good at it. And I
need an outlet and maybe me going through my journey will inspire, encourage,
comfort or help someone else…that is what I hope for.
*Very intriguing. So what exactly
is this journey?
Well this is why this blog is
called Tear Stained: To Hell and Back. On December 4, 2011 my two month-old son
became an angel. As any mother will know, this is your worst nightmare. I live
it, every day, a nightmare. I have struggled with depression since I was fairly
young, but nothing can compare to the deep, dark hell I am in day after day.
Recently, I have decided that I can’t succumb to the darkness. My son wouldn’t
want that, my husband doesn’t want that, and people I care about, who care
about me wouldn’t want that either. I have to take control and I have to be
strong and I have to move forward. I need to find myself and become more than a
ghost of my former self.
*Wow. So what can I expect to see
in this blog?
Obviously there will be emotional
posts. But I’m hoping this will be a happy place, I love to cook and be crafty
so there will be lots to do with that too. My husband and I are looking into
relocating because we are living in the house where our son passed away and I
would love to have a completely fresh start. There are so many memories, good
and bad, attached to so many things in the house that I really want to replace
all our furniture, so lots of posts will be devoted to decorating…I hope you
stick around to see what comes up!
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